We finally got some rain last night. I watched it from about midnight till 2am outside. The rain came down fast and hard, lots of lightning and thunder and then poof the rain was gone. We don’t have any more humidity and now I can get on with business and life at the moment.
I don’t have to be back in family court until at least October for a few clients so that will give me a few months to sort out things and organize for the fall season and to set some priorities for my life in the future.
Sometimes things that have happened in your recent past and even present push you towards the future and you have to say to yourself I’m not going to take it anymore and I can do it. I have to continue to have a positive attitude as some people that are negative or have a difference of opinion of you can only keep you in the past of your transgressions and faults. I have learned the hard way by reflecting on family relationships and breakdowns within my own life.
This diary post may not seem to make any sense, but it is subliminal in its message. You just have to think positive, block out the negativity and fight the good fight for all mankind. Will there be world peace? Will there be accountability? There has to be an end to the means of my fighting for justice in this unjust society. I don’t want a pat on the back or a way to go, just the fact that I continue to fight for the rights of others gives me satisfaction.
Someone told me recently you have a right to your opinion, and I can’t change or make you take my opinion for your own. Well after that power of suggestion and discussion a breakdown took place. A friendship was lost today with a lot of disrespect that was intended to be thrown my way. Because I tend to analyze and breakdown situations and problems and choose not to voice an opinion until I get all the facts straight, that was taken out of context as I don’t have the right to reserve my opinion or I just need to embrace my opinion and shout it out.
This is more of an awakening for me, to go forward in my life and continue on to make my life better and easier to take. Sometimes there is the inkling of I can show off and I can prove that I have to do better to gain respect and show them, but then I am defeating the purpose of my message. I have to do this for me and not to show off or to show them that I can succeed.
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